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[02 Oct 2006|07:46pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | fucking sweet-howie day ] Hellllooo So, tomorrows my drivers test. If i fail i will be uberly pissed. I have paraelle parking down pat. I praticed like mad before. So i hope i do well. I still need a car =/. Oh and you'll totally know if i passed..cause i will make it known to basically everyone i know.  Besides that..my life has been in shambles, the phrase of the week haha. Schools stressful, but i guess thats what its suppose to be like. Its ok, for the most part. I am sort of questioning my life though, What psych major fails there first psych test? I dont know if Im gonna be able to do this..and I dont really have a back up this time. Maybe im stressing over nothing. The highest grade on the test was a 90..so idk..and i didnt fail miserably..i almost passed actually..i just dont know. I have many things i want to do. Right now its..psychology, theatre, english, secondary edu..and i think thats all..thats all haha. Oh my goodness..whats a girl to do? The work front is pretty good. I like jcpennys for the most part. I think im fired from the arena =/ Ohhh well. I have work tuesday, wedsenday, and friday. Not too shabby. My pay check sucks though. They took the 52.00 out..AGAIN. This is the third damn time..im seriously gonna crack some skulls. Besides that everyone's really nice and its just a good job, for right now anyway. Everything is ok i guess. Not great, but not absoutley terrible either. Just steadily alright. Im ok with that.  Alright loves. Wish me luck on the test tomorrow!! *crosses fingers* muah <3 3 comments|post comment

Brown Eyes [29 Sep 2006|03:33am] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | Fake-Shinedown ] Second song..enjoy loves. You put me down Gotta pick myself right back up Gotta stay in this fight have to make it right   The time is here the time is now No more fear I'm almost in the clear   You ask if I'm ok..should I lie? I just drift along as life passes by Can I ask a question all I need is a simple reply   Will my brown eyes ever see light? Will anyone ever make it right? Will life ever make sense? Or will it always be a mess? Will shit always get in the way? Will I ever see a new day? Brown eyes need to see.. what life could really be   Knocked down all the time never picked back up Always told myself I'm fine thought I was tough   Ripped the pages apart one by one thought I could fix it from the start what have I become..   You ask if I'm ok..should I lie? I just drift along and time just dies Can I ask a question all I need is a simple reply   Will my brown eyes ever see light? Will anyone ever make it right? Will life ever make sense? Or will it always be a mess? Will shit always get in the way? Will I ever see a new day? Brown eyes need to see.. what life could truly be   Brown eyes cant you open up And look around you  think you've had enough?   brown eyes cant you reveal the fire in your soul what's even real?   Brown eyes cant you just look and see all you have to hide start a new page in the book   if you ask if I'm ok..I'm not gonna lie I just drift along..no tears left to cry I'm gonna ask the questions..one last time..   Will my brown eyes ever see light? Will anyone ever make it right? Will life ever make sense? Or will it always be a mess? Will shit always get in the way? Will I ever see a new day? Brown eyes need to see..   what life could truly be what life could really be what life will always be.. post comment

[25 Sep 2006|09:52pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Breakdown-Jack Johnson ] Hey lovelys.  Thought I would make an update since its been a few days and I dont feel like doing my math homework right now. So nothing superly exciting goes on. I went to school and took a soc test on friday..it was fucking ridiculous. 105 questions...i actually got a c+, im quite impressed with myself. History is always boring. Fye just blows..its just a waste of time..its shit i've already learned..and i just hate it. Friday night i went to megans. Lauren, Amber,  Maria, and Konrad were there. We just chilled and such. I couldnt stay though cause I had work at 11 the next day so I left around 10:30ish. It was fun seeing her though..i miss her tons..hopes shes having some fun at iona =) Work was...well 6 hours so not so fun. It was busy too since there was a sale. There was a very bitchy chinease lady as well..i wanted to punch her in the fucking face. Besides that it wasnt so bad. After i was done i saw jodi and then I drove home. Took a nap. Just chilled at home cause i was so beat. Sunday i seriously paraelle parked 40 goddamn times. My wrist was killing me from cutting the wheel so many times. Apprently a pt cruiser has like no turning radius..so its kind of a bitch. Then after I drove myself to taco bell..yumm<3 Then my dad took me to jodis dorm where we just chilled, hung out with some wilkes friends. I reliazed that i have more wilkes friends then friends at my own school..i think thats kind of sad..oh well. I love the wilkes friends..apprently im #2 in the jodiannclan. Dont ask lol. We watched desperate housewives and that was a fun time. Then went home and wrote an essay on sociology and then another for english..annnd then a song. What a night. Today school was..ehh. History..i kinda couldnt stay awake haha. Soc was ok..i saw amanda so thats always fun. We ate lunch together..shes pretty much my only friend from lccc(not hanover associated..and not work asscoiated.)..but shes a cool cat so its all good. Went to english and took a test..an 80 not bad..but i could do better. I love my english teacher. I love that class. I sat after for like 10-15 minutes and we just talked about life..and she told me im a great writer..which is awesome. Shes like only one of the reasons i would stay at lccc. Im defintley transferring to wilkes..if everything goes according to plan. I just got a de ja vu. I dont know why either. Hmm So yeah thats pretty much it..i worked tonight. It was ok. Didnt really do anything. Found out black friday and the holidays are basically hell..so im not to enthralled about christmas. I guess thats all though. I really should be studying/doing my math homework =/ Later loves<3 1 comment|post comment

[03 Nov 2005|01:25pm] [ mood | fucking sickness ] Stomache problems suck   So i havent updates in quite sometime. Here we go. The play went very great, you guys did so well, and im so glad its over. Laurens play is next and its gonna be lots of fun. Schools been okay. I passed everything except world lit i think...sucks. Whatevs. Work sucks. I have to work the last football game...im so pissed. I have no idea where my life is going..i havent applied to one college yet...go me. Im seriously worried that im gonna end up going to lccc...if that happens...apartment here i come. I guess thats all. Toodles post comment

[21 Sep 2005|09:35pm] [ mood | coolness ] [ music | Something Corporate "fall ] Life has been pretty sweet for once. why? you may ask..well i'll inform u now. Schools been pretty good. I like most of my classes and a lot of friends are in them. My senior project is going good, very stressful, but good. I cant wait for it to be done tho. This year seems to be going by veryyy slow. Even tho graduation is just gonna creep up on us...what a bitch. lol. Besides school the outside life is good. As you all know i got my premitt. woot. Im working on getting a car now...i would like a jetta, but thats not gonna happen. I didnt go to school today becasue i didnt wake up..oh well. BUT i did do other things. well first yesterday i went to Red Robin for an application and i filled it out and then i got an interview with michelle and she was really nice and scheduled me to meet with nick tonight at 7. So i got there and waited like 15 minutes then i talked to Nick. He was super nice and stuff and he really likes how i did all the plays and stuff and he asked about college and he went to fucking marywood!! haha how sweet is that. Anyway..so then i talked to him for like 10 mins. Then he gave me a test run with Laura and she was really cool. I got a tour of the resteraunt and she showed me what a hostess does and she taught what i would have to do and all the tables..i only remember some of them so i have to work on that. I had to wear this white lab coast that said "Potential red robin member" haha it was funny, laura had to do it too when she started so its ok lol. Then i met matt the main busser and hes really cool also. I talked to him for like 10 minutes. Then i talked to nick again and i have a 3rd interview On friday at 3:30 with Jerry the general manger. So cross you fingers! I hope i get it. Then after that we went to wendys for a car show and that was ok. I got some food so it was all good. an thats bascially it. I have to study geometry and worl lit for my tests tomorrow and i gotta right the acrostic paragraph for creative writing and im probaly just gonna use a poem i wrote the other day for our weekly thing even tho its kinda personal who cares? right. OK thats all folks. Later alligator.  post comment

wow... [11 Sep 2005|10:15pm] [ mood | indifferent ] Well where to start... This week i had school. That was fun i guess. We won the football game friday. 35-7 woot. Then after the game i went to Pizza Loven with jen, jac, laur, and erin. Goood times. Satuday went to see Emily Rose. It was ok. It was freaky more then scary and loud..really loud lol. Today is a day we all will remember. I can't believe it was 5 years ago...it dosen't feel like it at all. 5 years ago i was sitting in mr thirds 4th period class when i found out. I'll never forget that day. So i thought i would watch Fahrenheit 9/11. It made me so sad and so pissed off at the same time. If you haven't seen it i suggest you do. I didnt know have the shit i do now. I fucking hate bush. He is just...i cant even describe it. Just see it. You'll be glad u did. Now i wanna see Bowling for Coloumbine because i've never seen it. Hopefully i will get to go to blockbuster and rent it. So tomorrow school. Yippieee i guess. So tis' all for now. Later post comment

[13 Aug 2005|09:12pm] [ mood | im yippieied skippied ] [ music | nadda ] Ohhhh dearrr I dont remember the last time i updated and im not going back to check Now i remember nevevvver mind So well thursday hung out with meg and pete( thats not surprising right? Becasue you know im with them every waking moment of my day according to some people welll anyyyway. Yeah so we watched Coming to america and we played sims to and my sim got some whoohooo yay! lmao. Friday. School. One more day...im acually gonna miss it i think lol. Came home. Took a nap. Then just chilled. Today. Went to my aunts house in NY. That was ok i guess. I had the best pizza everrrr today. Chicken speedy pizza sooo good. I took some home :) Yeah but i basically talked to my dad the whole time there about driving and shit and im finally gonna get my permit! But yeah funnn times. Now im going to megs till 7am yesssss. ttyt :) post comment

[11 Aug 2005|05:07pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | nonee ] I FUCKING CLEANED MY ROOM!!!! FINALLY!! post comment

[09 Aug 2005|05:07pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Nadda ] Heyyy all. Yesterday. Went to school. Came home. Took a nap. Went swimming over aunt marys with meg, pete, and john. Then we went to taco bell yummm..i've never eaten so much taco bell in my life! Then Larissa and her husband John came over and we all just hung out. We also watched Kiss Me Kate. Then i came home and talked to laur and pask online. Then sleep. Today. Went to school. Came home. Ate food. Called meg. Cleaned my room a bit. Soon im going to jacs coming home party..yay! I havent seen her or laur in a long time..cant wait! Update when i get back. post comment

[07 Aug 2005|09:15pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Something Corporate "The Runaway" ] So me and meg watched Once upon a time in mexico. It was pretty good. I need to see the rest of it though. Then went to the Chinese Buffet with the fam...gooooood times, or not. Came home and thats about it. Tomorrow i got school. yay! so much fun! Not really though. Then uh maybe a nap..idk yet. I'm kinda hungry...im such a fucking fat ass. Oh well. Yeah im done later gator post comment

[07 Aug 2005|02:58pm] [ mood | gay ] [ music | I shot the Sheriff ] Heyyy this is my second entry yippie. So Friday I went over pasks house and lets just say it was not good times. Saturday I helped Baileysit and then went to get pete and got some taco bell yummmm. Then came back here and watched Surviving Christmas and then went on the computer and talked to lauren for a bit. Then watched some SNL and went to sleep. Today i got up and yeah lol. I dont know what im doing later but something fun most likely. I'll update when i get home.   P.s Kix rock my socks post comment

[07 Aug 2005|02:52pm] yo, i got peas on my head, don't call me a peahead, i got bees on my head so dont call me a bee head. i got bruce lees on my head so dont call me a lee head. megan out.   aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh post comment

Im back Bitches!! [03 Aug 2005|01:14am] [ mood | tired ] Heyyyy friends! Well i got a new journal. Its kicks fucking ass. Bambie rules. Anywho..megan helped me with it cuz shes cool. So yeah anyway..my rooms a scumhole. I rhought you guys would like to know that. So yeah..thats it. talk to you bitches later<3 2 comments|post comment

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